Results are in

I know I haven’t updated since I got my results on Friday, I just can’t believe the news still.

I’m still very worried since I don’t have any sort of symptoms but I am pregnant.

The nurse told me my pregnancy beta levels were 300. She said its very good but I am on vacation and I don’t feel anything I’m getting a little worry.

Maybe it’s just all in my head since I had a chemical pregnancy before and I’m scared to loss it but I am completely on alert. Continue reading →

Getting emotional

I don’t know what’s going on with me. I am becoming extremely emotional and I didn’t think that would happen this cycle. I was on such positive note the whole way during the 3rd one. Now out of nowhere I’m not sleeping well and crying because I forgot to take my prenatal. I know it’s the holiday season and I should be very happy. I should also think positive because I could have the most amazing news in few days. I think this whole thing of not having cramps for one day; well now two is making me worried that something happened.

My husband thinks I lost my mind today for no reason. I think I need to speed up the days already. Continue reading →

Four days till the transfer

I know I haven’t updated in awhile I just been waiting and waiting in the most relax way possible.

Let me give you my latest update on what’s been going on. I had my Intralipid Therapy on December 5th and it was awful; not the whole treatment the actual experience. My appointment was at 1 pm that I wasn’t very pleased about. Since I would have to miss most day of work. It wasn’t such a big deal; nevertheless, it’s my own principle. I figured perhaps I could leave work a bit earlier so I could come back sooner. With the crazy traffic I end up arriving only 15 minutes before, which really is on time.

As I am in the room the nurse arrives, being kind as always. Goes to me do you have your Intralipid Therapy? I was extremely puzzled and ask. What? Don’t you have it? She answers. No, you should have received a prescription for it. Prescription? I haven’t received anything. All of my prescriptions are delivered to my house and I’m 100% sure it was not in the bag. As she viewed my chart she noticed that the other nurse whom I saw a last week never placed the order. I was completely disappointed, angry, and frustrated. As we all know receiving prescriptions for fertility medicine isn’t like going to CVS or Walgreens. You need a special pharmacy or have it ordered by mail. Continue reading →

Positive note of the day

My 3rd IVF cycle is right around the corner. Time will fly so fast that I will be lying in the transfer room ready to go. However, before it happens I want to enjoy my journey. Sounds odd right? Who wants to enjoy a journey of medicine and shot on top of shot daily? Well I do since I did both; fresh and frozen I know what I will be going through. I feel very positive about this one that I will not accept negative energy around me. Positive is key to my success and I am very confident so I have the key in my hands, which I won’t, let go.

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Nurse consultation

Today I had my nurse consul in regards to our next transfer.

I got the calendar with all my instructions and for some good damn reason I feel so promising about it this time. I am on a positive road and I want to stay on it my whole journey during my 3rd cycle.

To give you a breakdown what will happen this time. As you know I am on birth control, which I was advised by the nurse that I would be only on it for 21 days vs. complete 28. I asked her why so short? She told me that’s how it work’s when we do IVF. I will start Lupron on Nov 13th, which will be 17 days in to my cycle. On Nov 20th will be my last day of my birth control, which I mentioned earlier.

Expect period around the 22nd of Nov. Nevertheless, I am a bit worried that it might come later since with the treatment it has been delayed a bit. However, the nurse told me most likely it wont. Few days after my period I have an appointment for baseline ultrasound and blood work. Continue reading →

RE update

Here is the update from yesterday’s appointment with my RE. We went over all of our results, which weren’t as bad as I made it out to be. Our genetics were both good, which was a big thing. Then as you know my NK cells were high, therefore, he would like that I do intralipid one week before my transfer, which should happen around the first week of December since we are skipping this cycle.

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