Venting….

A close friend of mine is having twins, which I am truly happy for her!! It’s the best feeling ever having two little munchkins. However, now that she is having her babies all my husbands’ friends are starting to compare our babies, which I don’t think they should do that.

Our children are totally different and no one should compare the two. For us it was hard to get pregnant and I do things my own way because I am super caution with them.

For her it was all natural and as she says easy. So don’t compare the two, even though, she has no idea what we went through it still shouldn’t matter. Continue reading

Positive note of the day.

I usually don’t post twice in one day but today I heard something interesting, which was why I had to do it. I listened to an interview with a famous celebrity who is pregnant at the moment; god bless her. She said some interesting things, which I think I should use them in my journey with TTC. She said you would always need to think positive and picture what you want to accomplish including family, success, and etc. The way you see your path is the way things will happen for you. If I continue to have my l Continue reading

Positive Note Of The Day.

Few days ago when I heard the horrible results I was extremely upset. Crying my eyes our trying to figure out why this is happening to me.  But when I finally calm down somewhat I spoke to my lovely husband and he makes a very valued point.

What would they do if everything came back fine? They would be at a dead end. How would they help us? Knowing there was nothing wrong. It’s good and bad news at the same time. Now they know how to approach this situation so nothing happens again. Continue reading

Emotionally Drained……

I’m trying my best to stay positive but hearing day after day that a friend is having a baby or even planning a first birthday is upsetting to me.

I am very happy for all of them; I truly am. Although it’s painful knowing that I am doing everything in my power and it’s not happening for us.

The other day I had a discussion with a friend and stuff she says, I just want to scream!!!

She makes it seem that getting pregnant is so easy with her comments like “it takes no time to get pregnant” or “ I had a dream about your friend getting pregnant and when I have dreams like that I am always right”. I just want to tell her “SHUTUP!! You have no idea what people go through to have a baby!!!” Continue reading

Positive note of the day

Few days have passed by since hearing the dreadful result from our 2nd IVF. Yes, I am still very disappointed what had happened but I am stronger today and I feel like it will happen if I fight for it hard enough. I won’t give up I will continue doing our IVF treatments, hopefully god will see that and bless us with a healthy bundle of joy.

Counting the days till seeing our doctor again.

-Hope
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