Venting….

A close friend of mine is having twins, which I am truly happy for her!! It’s the best feeling ever having two little munchkins. However, now that she is having her babies all my husbands’ friends are starting to compare our babies, which I don’t think they should do that.

Our children are totally different and no one should compare the two. For us it was hard to get pregnant and I do things my own way because I am super caution with them.

For her it was all natural and as she says easy. So don’t compare the two, even though, she has no idea what we went through it still shouldn’t matter. Continue reading

The 9 months stretch!!!

My baby girls are 9 months already I can’t believe how fast they grew!

As my husband would say “9 months in the womb and 9 months out”. I would say now it’s the best time.

However, I would like to go back to me being pregnant.

Starting IVF isn’t easy the fact that it’s extremely expansive and stressful it’s also very hard on any relationship.

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My second follow up appointment.

My blood work came back good. Tomorrow is my ultrasound appointment I’ll find out how many babies are inside me. I have another blood-work appointment on the 19th; however, this time I won’t be giving blood at my doctor’s office. I was directed to Quest Diagnostics. Therefore, my question is will it mean I will be moving to my gynecologist soon? Has anyone else experience that? Continue reading

Getting emotional

I don’t know what’s going on with me. I am becoming extremely emotional and I didn’t think that would happen this cycle. I was on such positive note the whole way during the 3rd one. Now out of nowhere I’m not sleeping well and crying because I forgot to take my prenatal. I know it’s the holiday season and I should be very happy. I should also think positive because I could have the most amazing news in few days. I think this whole thing of not having cramps for one day; well now two is making me worried that something happened.

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One day till transfer

It’s almost here!! Less then 24 hours!!

I will have a transfer of my two little muffins I am so excited I can’t wait. So far, all of my medications and results been amazing; even the way I am feeling; less emotional and more relaxed. I don’t want to sound a bit cocky but I feel really good about it. I have a very strong feeling it will work!! Staying positive and relaxed at the same time. Continue reading

Positive note of the day

My 3rd IVF cycle is right around the corner. Time will fly so fast that I will be lying in the transfer room ready to go. However, before it happens I want to enjoy my journey. Sounds odd right? Who wants to enjoy a journey of medicine and shot on top of shot daily? Well I do since I did both; fresh and frozen I know what I will be going through. I feel very positive about this one that I will not accept negative energy around me. Positive is key to my success and I am very confident so I have the key in my hands, which I won’t, let go.

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Positive note of the day.

I usually don’t post twice in one day but today I heard something interesting, which was why I had to do it. I listened to an interview with a famous celebrity who is pregnant at the moment; god bless her. She said some interesting things, which I think I should use them in my journey with TTC. She said you would always need to think positive and picture what you want to accomplish including family, success, and etc. The way you see your path is the way things will happen for you. If I continue to have my l Continue reading

This weekend change my perspective.

Sorry that I haven’t posted I took a mini vacation with my girlfriends to take my mind off from all the treatments.

This trip was really good for me I saw things that I haven’t seen before meaning the way people acted in different situations.

It was 4 young women; each one is facing a different situation in their lives. Here is a little breakdown.

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