Feeling…

I have this feeling, which I can’t describe but I know what it is. A feeling, which I had prior to us beginning both of our IVF cycles. Having sometime off from all the medicine and doctors visits I was relaxed again except today. Today I am started to get back into that old feeling but not in a good way in a mix feeling kind of way. I think this happened because of the conversation I had with my husband yesterday.

I never mentioned it before but when we initially started our IVF journey by purchasing a one-year Continue reading

Positive Note Of The Day.

Few days ago when I heard the horrible results I was extremely upset. Crying my eyes our trying to figure out why this is happening to me.  But when I finally calm down somewhat I spoke to my lovely husband and he makes a very valued point.

What would they do if everything came back fine? They would be at a dead end. How would they help us? Knowing there was nothing wrong. It’s good and bad news at the same time. Now they know how to approach this situation so nothing happens again. Continue reading

Blood result are in…..

Today I received the most drenching phone call from my RE.

My Blood work results were in. Out of 21 tests 3 were bad; Natural killer cells, Methylenetetrahydrofolate, and homocysteine, cardiovascular.

I knew it from the second I had fevers during both of my cycles that I had natural killer (NK) cells. My doctor said shouldn’t be an issue, which I knew it would.  The nursed advised me I had high NK cells. Continue reading

Positive note of the day

Few days have passed by since hearing the dreadful result from our 2nd IVF. Yes, I am still very disappointed what had happened but I am stronger today and I feel like it will happen if I fight for it hard enough. I won’t give up I will continue doing our IVF treatments, hopefully god will see that and bless us with a healthy bundle of joy.

Counting the days till seeing our doctor again.

-Hope
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Our Journey

The first year we tried naturally of course assuming that everything would be okay because we are both young it couldn’t be an issue. Month after month we had nothing and I felt that something must be wrong. So we decided to get my hubby’s sperm checked.

My gynecologist at the time requested a sperm analysis. He advised me that everything looked fine to just continue trying, which we did for the next 6 months.

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