Waking up this morning and the only thing I could think of was … Will I even hear the positive news? Will I ever get that positive phone call? I know my last few post has been a bit negative but that’s because I am getting my period soon. I just become super sensitive and emotional; especially when I have a doctors appointment this upcoming Tuesday
to go over our next step and to find out if I am ovulating. I still haven’t got my results about my progesterone testing, which I think what is also making me worry since last time they tested me the nurse told me that I didn’t ovulate. If I won’t ovulate this time as well that means we could not have a natural IVF cycle. What makes me more worried that I might of been not ovulating this whole time and it’s not my husband fault why we can’t have a baby, it’s mine . His low count really had nothing to do with us not having a baby naturally. It was all me?!? My emotion are getting the best of me right now as I am writing this post I know I need to take a step back and breath. I love you all so much that your here supporting me, which make thing so much easier. I know I could always turn to someone who totally understands what I am going through and I appreciate that.

-Hope