Sorry that I haven’t posted I took a mini vacation with my girlfriends to take my mind off from all the treatments.

This trip was really good for me I saw things that I haven’t seen before meaning the way people acted in different situations.

It was 4 young women; each one is facing a different situation in their lives. Here is a little breakdown.

Melissa, who is my best friend is dating a guy for almost 3 years and has been waiting for a ring to get engaged, however, she is one inpatient person.

I always tell her to calm down just take one day at a time, even though, I totally understand how she is feeling. I went through something similar before I was engaged.

I know for a fact they will be engaged sooner then she thinks! and I cant wait!

Kelly is one gorgeous girl, tall, blonde, and model looking type. She just got married, however, they are both on different pages of their marriage.

She’s a very promiscuous girl who had an affair a year before she got married. She wasn’t even ready to get married or even move away from her friends and family. She doesn’t want a family yet; meanwhile, her husband can’t wait to be a father. What she told us on this trip that she will find ways to not get pregnant and if she does then it must be only blonde boys.

Milania my single girlfriend, who can’t let go of her death beat ex boyfriend. She dated this guy for a longtime; however, he also dated other females while he was with her. She just can’t move away. She couldn’t even have a fun trip just because he was on her mind the whole time.

Everyone is in a different situation, as you can see. However, I could only compare myself to Kelly. We are totally opposite. She wants her freedom I don’t. She doesn’t want to be married, I do. She doesn’t want children and I can’t wait.

You might ask me how can u compare yourself to her your totally different? Well I could since her husband wants everything like I do. He is ready and I know she will be pregnant within few months as much as she might deny it she still does everything he wants.

What’s upsetting in there situation that her pregnancy will be so easy in every possible way; from getting pregnant, carrying and giving birth. And to put a cherry on top of it all she won’t even gain one lb.

Yes, I might be hating and upset about it but I still wish her nothing but a healthy pregnancy because in the end of the day a child has nothing to do with his/her mother’s personality. And I still love her she is a wonderful friend.

What I did learn on this trip and listening to my girlfriends what they are all going through. That one thing I am blessed with is a wonderful man.  My husband might not be a perfect individual but I love him unconditionally. I know we are going through something that’s extremely difficult right now but in the end of this journey I truly believe we will be blessed with a child.

My name is Hope for a reason. I believe we have hope having a child and loving him/her more then they could ever imagine.

-Hope