I’m trying my best to stay positive but hearing day after day that a friend is having a baby or even planning a first birthday is upsetting to me.

I am very happy for all of them; I truly am. Although it’s painful knowing that I am doing everything in my power and it’s not happening for us.

The other day I had a discussion with a friend and stuff she says, I just want to scream!!!

She makes it seem that getting pregnant is so easy with her comments like “it takes no time to get pregnant” or “ I had a dream about your friend getting pregnant and when I have dreams like that I am always right”. I just want to tell her “SHUTUP!! You have no idea what people go through to have a baby!!!”

She doesn’t know what we are going through, which makes it even harder for me to answer her correctly.

I am just emotionally drained, I need god to hear my prayers and bless us with an bundle of joy.

-Hope